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I’m not going to stress over you anymore.
It isn’t worth it.
I tried to work something out,
but you just ignored it.
I’m not trying to say I don’t want you,
cause I definitely do.
All I’m saying is,
I’m done chasing after you. 
Sometimes you just have to realize that you
can't have it all, and you can't fix what you've
done, you need to move on and try to be happy,
even if it's the hardest thing you'll ever do.
i hate how people tell me im not being myself
obviously i am if i choose to be a certain way.
Don't think you know every little thng about me
There's always something new you can learn. 
I have fallen in love with you. It's as simple and as complicated as that. 
When you tell someone something bad about yourself…
you're scared they won't love you anymore.
But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you,
but they love you even more.
I’m missing your laugh, how did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you’re as happy as you're pretending. 
I guess you're right; I'm afraid. I'm afraid to put my guard down. I'm afraid that if you know who I am, you won't feel the same. And I'm afraid that once my barrier is defeated and I'm comfortable, that you'll walk away. 
You can't expect to find the right someone until
you know who you are, what matters to you,
and what makes your heart happy. 
Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should have let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance. 
Maybe I shouldn’t have called. Maybe I shouldn’t have driven past your house, maybe I shouldn’t enjoy spending time with you. But then again, I don’t always do what I should. 
I’m leaving,
because you never asked me to stay. 
And I won’t let this break my heart,
because it wasn’t even worth it to begin with. 
Some point, you've got to man up and JUMP. You've got to quit being scared of the "maybes" and "what-ifs" And just freaking jump. Quit cheating yourself out of the best thing that could ever happen to you, quit cheating him out of what he's wanted for so long, and just fall. Fall hard, fall long, and fall forever. 
I hate how we're fading away like this.
No one needs you like I do,
you know that and you always have. 
I found every little thing I could ever want
wrapped up in someone I can never have. 
Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so confused about it. It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more. 
I simply miss who you used to be. You're so unfamiliar to me now. We may as well be strangers. 
It’s those moments when you hang around in a room full of friends, where you gasp for breath between each laugh. It’s those moments where you get high just breathing in so deep, you feel your lungs getting cold. For a second, that split second, you don’t care. You don’t care about school, about parents, about money, abour rules, or broken hearts. Who you care about are the kids sitting next to you. Cause its all we really need, isn’t it? Those kids next to you. Yeah, the ones who make you feel invincible, even at your weakest points. 
Face it, you can’t go a day without thinking about me, & I cant go a day without thinking of you, we were meant to be together. 
We argue. We say things we don’t mean. We’re always fighting over the smallest little things. But I still love you & I pray you still love me. 
I see you sitting there holding her, but your staring at me. I know that some where in your heart you know you're holding the wrong person. 
I used to look at people & try to remember that everyone has a story, everyone has something in their lives, but the more I look at people, the more I see sad person after sad person, destroying themselves. 
You got under her skin and in her system, you're like the drug she hates but can't stop taking, the thing she loves the most but you're killing her slowly. 
I don't think you will ever comprehend
the hold you have on me. 
As long as I still feel something, it's not over,
and believe me, sometimes I wish it was,
but it's not. I can feel it. 
I know you want it just as badly as I do. What I don't know is why you can't just take a chance on me, again.
Turn up the radio and sing your lungs out. Cause kid, this is it, and this is all it ever will be. So get used to it, suck it up, and just live your life. 
So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you grow old. 
You cannot go back in time,
even if you wish it with every fiber of
your being, your heart and soul,
even if you think about it every day.
Trust me. I know. 
You can measure time in wrinkles,
bursts of clarity and insight, warm beds,
waiting in line at the bank or
the distance between two kisses.
It stretches and shrinks
and sometimes even bends.
That's why your heart will always
keep better time than a clock. 
sometimes you need a breakdown
one of those yell at everyone,
cry until you fall and can't breathe
kind of breakdowns.
then you fell better.
and if you don't,
at least people will know you're not okay. 
The sun in the sky
never raised an eye to me.
I'm not good looking
but I'm someone's child,
no one can give me the air
that's mine to breathe. 
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
just prayed to a god that I don't beleive in.
'Cause I got time while she got freedom'
cause when a heart breaks,
no it don't break even. 
I am out of season all year 'round,
hear machinery roar to my empty sound.
Touch my heart and feel winter,
hold my hand and be doomed forever. 
At the end of the day you either focus on what separates you
or what holds you together. 
its hard to get over people, i mean really get over them.
you can start to have feelings for other people, but it doesn’t mean you’re over them.
it just means you’re moving on. 
Time meant nothing, anything seemed real.
You kissed like fire and you made me feel like every word you said was meant to be.
It couldn’t been that easy to forget about me. 
I'm learning now to let go of the past.
Everything happens for a reason, and it's only there to teach you a lesson, and make you stronger. There's no point in letting it bother you forever. 
sometimes you gotta run away so you can see who will run after you,
sometimes you gotta talk quieter just to see who’s listening,
sometimes you gotta step up in a fight just to see who’s standing by your side,
sometimes you gotta make a wrong decision only to see who’s there to help you fix it,
and sometimes you gotta let go of the one you love
just to see if they love you enough to come back to you.
I should've been chasing you.
i should have been trying to prove that you were all that mattered to me.
i should have said all the things that i kept inside of me.
maybe i could have made you believe that what we had was all we'd ever need.
somewhere in between all the mind games, lies, and seduction, i fell for you.
somewhere in between all the broken promises, manipulation, and heartaches, i got over you.
but i guess i fibbed a few times, too.
remember all those times i swore i needed you?
well consider them lies.
because baby, here i am without you, and i survived.
i've learned that no matter how much you care, some people just don't deserve you.
i've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof to destroy it.
i've learned that you shouldn`t compare yourself to others, they are probably more screwed up than you think.
i've learned that the people you care about in life are taken away from you too soon.
and all the less important ones just never go away.
she won't call you, you have to call her.
she won't come talk to you, you should go talk to her.
she's not going to let you act stupid and pretend she likes it.
you should just be around her.
when you're with a group of friends, she isn't going to run into your arms no matter how much she wants to.
you need to come up behind her and wrap your arms around her, and let her friends get jealous.
she loves you more than you can imagine, no matter how much she doesn't show it.
but you boy, you need to show her how much you love her.
so she isn't afraid to show it back. 
you know what you want.
you're just afraid to admit it, because you're afraid of failing.
fuck that. fuck your fear.
you know what you want, which is a hell of a lot more than most other people.
so don't be afraid or ashamed.
just go on and fucking get it.
maybe this is supposed to be the end of us, maybe we are not supposed to reconcile and be friends again.
maybe we were here to teach one another a lesson, and once the lesson was taught we were supposed to leave.
you taught me love, lust, pain and trust.
i taught you to never let anyone take advantage of you.
and now maybe, just maybe, this is the end for us.
 
  
 
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